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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 12, 2009, 4:47 AM

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wow...im so freaking out....

lol...
no seriously...

ok i just got given a business assignment on wednesday and its due this friday -_- *stressful much???* and i just did one part of it then.
we have to make a letter of aplication and a resume and then go in front of the whole class and have a formal interview with our teacher and it will go for a while (like 15mins or more) and we will be asked questions on the job etc and it wont be easy!

the first part of the assignment (letter) is due tomorrow...

and i also got given another art painting assignment which is EXTREMELY HARD and i got given a homeclass asignment and i also told that during the next/last two weeks of school for this term i have to do a HUGGEEmaths test (MY MUM AND DAD WILL KILL ME IF I DONT PASS) a budiness exam, a english exam, a PE exam, a home ec (cooking) exam, and a science exam

I HAVE NO TIME TO STUDY, REST, DRAW, ANYMORE. its not fair.. its 10:30pm on a thursday night and im tired...i just finished doing 6 pages of english homework, which i got today and its due tomorrow. and i am no scared about my business assignment cause my printer ran out of ink and so i cant print it, but when i get to school we are suppost to go straight to my teacher and hand in the leter of application first period(first class of the day) and i dont have it printed NOO!!!!

so i have to try to make him understand and then i have to find a printer during lunch and then find him around the school before 12 or i will miss him.

i have completely forgotten how it feels to have free time.
i am sad and depressed, tired, stressed and hurt from friends aswell

but i will remain to stand strong, i can get through this...i just gotta try hold on...

nice coments are very appreciative at this time so please, if u have time, just drop by. I am in need of support since my mum and dad hate me and my friends and my brothers...its all very hard.

My eyes can barely make out what im typing..im THAT tiredd..

forgive the spelling mistakes.

~Kez

p.s if ur goingg through hard times then i wish u strength, hope and happyness and a shoulder to lean on through these times!

they do get hard, and i totally understand. its only the start of my life and i am already going through the worst. but i heard it gets even worser. . . . . . .

on a lighter note.
my crush... well...ive liked him since grade 4...today he was on my bus as usual and he had a flower, and when it was his turn to hop of the bus hewalked past me and gave me the flower and said, this is to represent just how perfect u are and beautiful.

and then he walked off. usually my cousin and all the girls throw them selves all over the guys and then the guys just ignore the normal and pure girls and go for the easy bait. But he was brave today, and u shoulda seen the girls faces...

...

I dont know if he was just attention seeking or just wanted me to suck up like they do, but i just said, "you were sitting on the bus for half and hour holding that flower just to wait till u got off to give it to me?" and he laughed and smiled and said yes, then i said thanks and he said bye. but i dont want to date in school. i want my first kiss to be when i am a young adult and not with a scruffy school teenager. and as ervyone knows, school relationships barely last. cause u see each other every day and get sick of it.

anyways i gotta go to bed, nite nite!!

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~Wild-beauty Nov 12, 2009, 5:25:12 AM

Awww Kez!

Highschool is HEAPS stressful! Ive had the same problems for ages now (Stupid homework loving teachers!). Hang in there, its only a bit until the summer holidays

awww wish my crush would do that to me!

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=tweatle Nov 12, 2009, 5:29:44 AM

ugh tell me bout it..
Well, two weeks seems like so long. and with all the assignments and exams. it will feel like forever.

Aww im sure he will, he will relize one day.

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dream BIG, work hard, aim as high as the moon, cause even if you miss, you will land among the stars.

dont give up ever, and dont be afraid.

*Born-of-Wolves Nov 12, 2009, 7:18:35 AM

I've been that stressed, trust me, I know where you're coming from. I especially hated grade 8 because this teacher of mine who was a devout Catholic was treating me like shit just because I'm a Wiccan. That kind of discrimination is against the teacher's code of conduct....

Anyway, try to hold on, Kez, just try

You'll get through it. Why don't you get into a relationship with that boy? I'm sure if he really likes you he would be willing to help you. To be a shoulder to lean on and to cry on, you know? Someone to confide in when everyone else turn their backs on you.

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~Horse-gal127 Nov 12, 2009, 9:43:01 AM

ok the school thing i can't level with you. I'm homeschooled

but the boy thing... well i can't really help you there that much either. all i know is i REALLY wish the boy i like would show me that respect and praise. I've known him ever since I can rememebr. we have been friends that long too, but never really saww eachother that much. his mom comPLETELY embarrassed me. we were talking and she said, "Zac really likes you, and for Zac to say that...it means a lot" i was blushing SO HArD. i dunno if he likes me, but the anticipation is KILLING me. i wish he'd say something....

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~Horseangel Nov 12, 2009, 9:57:20 AM

wtf... cooking and PE exam? O.o well... good luck mah friend and don't forget that God loves you even in hard times.

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=tweatle Nov 12, 2009, 12:37:23 PM

yep, my cooking one is : we have to make a barbaque lunch (sausadges,steak,potatosalad,kababs,trifle,eggsalad etc) SO HARD.

and my pe assignment is all about the ATC-PC system and things like anatomy etc alot of stuff

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Aim for nothing, and you will hit it EVERY time.

dream BIG, work hard, aim as high as the moon, cause even if you miss, you will land among the stars.

dont give up ever, and dont be afraid.

=tweatle Nov 12, 2009, 12:38:37 PM

aww im sure he likes u!!
my mum always inbarrasses my brother like that eg, caleb had a crush on a girl in his grade called jess and then mum saw her and said, so this is the girl caleb wont stop talking about

. lol and he was so angry at her but it was funny.

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Aim for nothing, and you will hit it EVERY time.

dream BIG, work hard, aim as high as the moon, cause even if you miss, you will land among the stars.

dont give up ever, and dont be afraid.

=tweatle Nov 12, 2009, 12:40:13 PM

its so hard!

thats really rude of that person!! they arent allowed to treat people rudely prior to their beliefs.

i would go out with him but school relationships only last for about 6 months max and for the average its one month.

if he truely likes me he will understand and wait till im i finish grade 12.

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Aim for nothing, and you will hit it EVERY time.

dream BIG, work hard, aim as high as the moon, cause even if you miss, you will land among the stars.

dont give up ever, and dont be afraid.